Plight

why do I bother when i know Im gonna fail anyway
why do I suffer when I know I should be better?
Why do I even try if it gonna end up a failure?
 Why do I even dream when I know it wont come true
What do I seek when i know it is hopeless
What happened,that I deserve this treatment
Why do I care , if it not gonna work
Why do I attempt, when It all was in vain
Why do I dare, when I know it gonna hurt me
Who shall I believe in, when the world turn it back on me
When shall I die,to ease me from this pain
how should I live, when this feeling wont go away
 Why I must smile,when the world is gloomy
Why is the sky so dark, when there is light everywhere
How much agony can a man endure, before he falter
How much dagger can a man receive.before he surrender
How long can a man be on his knee, before his spirit waver

Why give him pity, when he is going to rot

Why do I persevere, when I'm already detested

Why do I keep going, when I know I unwanted

What's the point of straining when you gain nothing

Why do you struggle when you only gonna be disappointed

Why make an effort when it gonna turn into a dismay anyway

Why I sacrifice it all, when I know I'm gonna be abandon

Why do I still wish the best for the other person, while I lay in anguish

When will I learn I'm only gonna get  hurt

Forget starting ,you only gonna be detested

Give up embarking , you only gonna be hated

Cease optimism , you only gonna be rejected

I end this confession as I lay tormented

death is better

is eating my heart out,

is wanting to cut my artery and vein,

is feeling the need to see blood gushing,

feel like dying from torment,

is wishing the pain would end,

is hoping to sleep through the misery,

is suffocating from past tragedy,

is hating for self shortcoming,
is giving up all dreams,

is admitting there is no victory,

is agreeing there will be no tomorrow,

is crying for all his sorrow,

is weeping all his woe,

is taking too much pain, 

is hurting after being left behind

is getting confuse in my mind

is trying to forget

is acknowledging what I will never get