death is better

is eating my heart out,

is wanting to cut my artery and vein,

is feeling the need to see blood gushing,

feel like dying from torment,

is wishing the pain would end,

is hoping to sleep through the misery,

is suffocating from past tragedy,

is hating for self shortcoming,
is giving up all dreams,

is admitting there is no victory,

is agreeing there will be no tomorrow,

is crying for all his sorrow,

is weeping all his woe,

is taking too much pain, 

is hurting after being left behind

is getting confuse in my mind

is trying to forget

is acknowledging what I will never get