Plight

why do I bother when i know Im gonna fail anyway
why do I suffer when I know I should be better?
Why do I even try if it gonna end up a failure?
 Why do I even dream when I know it wont come true
What do I seek when i know it is hopeless
What happened,that I deserve this treatment
Why do I care , if it not gonna work
Why do I attempt, when It all was in vain
Why do I dare, when I know it gonna hurt me
Who shall I believe in, when the world turn it back on me
When shall I die,to ease me from this pain
how should I live, when this feeling wont go away
 Why I must smile,when the world is gloomy
Why is the sky so dark, when there is light everywhere
How much agony can a man endure, before he falter
How much dagger can a man receive.before he surrender
How long can a man be on his knee, before his spirit waver

Why give him pity, when he is going to rot

Why do I persevere, when I'm already detested

Why do I keep going, when I know I unwanted

What's the point of straining when you gain nothing

Why do you struggle when you only gonna be disappointed

Why make an effort when it gonna turn into a dismay anyway

Why I sacrifice it all, when I know I'm gonna be abandon

Why do I still wish the best for the other person, while I lay in anguish

When will I learn I'm only gonna get  hurt

Forget starting ,you only gonna be detested

Give up embarking , you only gonna be hated

Cease optimism , you only gonna be rejected

I end this confession as I lay tormented